Bleeding

I know I seem alright,
Somehow I keep on breathing,
But deep down inside me,
I've got to stop the bleeding.

My blood continues leaking,
My organs waste away,
Without your help to bandage,
I die more every day.

Why is it you won’t help me?
You just look on and stare,
Was my life just not worth watching?
Or did you ever even care?

Will you just leave me here to die?
Do you just enjoy my pain?
Then why is it you won’t save me,
What is it that you gain?

Do I really just deserve to die?
When did I ever do you wrong?
I always thought you were my friend,
Or did you hate me all along?

Now as I lay dying,
All I want to know,
Is did you ever love me?
Or was it all a show?

I cannot help but wonder,
Was it really all a lie?
And now I will be aloe,
And with this thoughts I die.